Drugs are bad, kids. I’ve never been a junkie, I can’t even remember to take my damn birth control pill. I could never become addicted to something that cost so much money. NEVER. Money is my friend, money makes my life easier. The CRACK ADDICTED person I fell for, is what makes it hard at times.
What the fuck is I’m sure what some of you are thinking. I question on my own sanity, too.
For his own safety and privacy, I’m just gonna call him Diablo. Diablo is well versed in many things auto mechanics, Hazmat and he was a lineman back home. A lineman for those that don’t know are the crazy fuckers that climb electric poles for a living. As well as other things. Extremely intelligent man wasting his skills on crack. The sad thing is the amount of money he put out last year – his drug dealer should be doing good. For the most part, he lives better than she does!
I met Diablo through his cousin and couldn’t stand him the first day I met him. I’ll admit it, I sometimes wish I could go back and not stay at my friend’s house with him there. However, for some stupid reason, I now believe there’s a reason I met him. Weird, I know but what can I say.
It was a rather weird subject to bring up to him when I was talking about my online blog and I told him, my best content would be about him. I know damn well I’m not the only dummy that fell for a drug addict. I know I’m not gonna be the last.
The one thing that does make him different from other drug addicts I’ve known in the past is that he’s never stolen anything from me. Quarters don’t count, I still have my xbox, my laptop – he doesn’t take my money. He prefers working for his drugs and I don’t even think he bothers stealing from people he doesn’t know for the shit. Coming close to 40 does slow shit down, I guess. If he was in his 20’s, he’d probably just rob his drug dealers.
The part I struggle with the most is that I’m “suppose” to not care about “dirty people that do drugs, those people are losers”. Drug users are the most disgusting people on the face of the earth is what I was taught. Everyone automatically thinks the worse for a crack addict and what they portray on t.v is not the man I know. The shit they portray on tv is a METH addict or at least, that’s what I’ve experienced.
This man waited on me hand and foot when I couldn’t work for two weeks because of my period. He drove me to the hospital, followed a damn ambulance.Diablo didn’t stay at the hospital because he would have been kicked out once he saw that they weren’t going to help me. He cooked, he cleaned and a few times had to help me walk to the bathroom.
Yet, I’m suppose to not care because of what he is. It’s a hard thing to do when the person that comes to your rescue is the one person people say stay away from.
To be continued……..